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i've always had this habit of typing mie thoughts into mie phone when iam lying on the bed before i go to sleep. so,i thought about these 3 things last night. if you can see mie thoughts i probably wasnt in the right mind. i always realised how dumb mie thoughts were. _____________________________________________________________________________________ i dont know is it just me or some of you may be experiencing the same thing as iam. as we move out of secondary school and up the educational ladder, we sem to be moving a little more away from our safety comfort zone and nearing the realworld onlie now do i realise that the world's actually made up of more people than 'd ever imagine and 'm probably, okay maybe not probably but AM a small fry among all the other big FRYS. (dont ask me whuts a fry it just came to me naturally). it was lyke thought i was pretty much the same as before, i wasn't that great as some people made me out to be, as i see from now. guess it is quite a big jolt to reality and it did hurt quite a little. kinda surprised how circumstances change people and how we actually hide ourselves to prevent out true selves from being shown. iam not at this stage at this point of time but yeah. was naive i reckon i need no assurances. i know i mean the world to some people i will admit. they too mean the same to me. _____________________________________________________________________________________ i always disliked sucking up to any one. teachers or seniors. anyone. i never did so and am proud to say so. i think there is a difference in being on EXTREMELY good terms with them. but sucking up...never was mie cup of tea. ohyeah,this is just a random thought cause i wasnt thinking of anything before sleeping. _____________________________________________________________________________________ what do you do when you dislike someone? 1) continue acting as though you are styll very very good friends 2)try to distant yourself so as not to be hypocritical 3)just tell it str8 to that person's face? i guess i nehva dared do option3 and was stuck at 1 for some time till i got sick of having to even talk to them yet cause of many reasons i styll had to. so i was onlie left with option 2. but for me, opinion towards one tend to change in different situations. iam confused.man. i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 6:41 PM
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