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been out ALOT these few days. it's been a week ive been out EVERY single day. be it work, play or gathering. so sick of being out. but i promised and i didnt want to break any of them. and to think i reach home everyday on an average of 1145pm. -faints. i think my mom's gonna scream if this continues. and esp when she learns ive not finished my work. i promise tonight will be the last night il keep being out. but it's good to be kept busy. takes mind off silly things. wanted to blog about something. but then i think this is no big deal. just that iam really disappointed in someone. and iam trying to distant myself so that it wont affect me so badly when something really happens. ive always wanted just the simplest relationship. the purest friendship. but i dont feel like iam even a friend. definitely not something more then. just that it sucks when all i wanted was to be there. and all i got was a part time job. HUH right. nevermind. hahaa. it's not like normal parttime job. i dont get paid. ohyeah i do. happiness, miserable, depressed and all these kind of weird things la. AIYAHS stupid i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 5:14 PM
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