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haiyah there's so many things i want to tell you. but i dont think il have this chance. if one day i do tell you anything, it's when nothing else matters. iam not heartbroken. iam not jealous girl and iam not stupidly ultimately upset, just feeling some unknown weird feeling. that msia trip yesterday was horrible. the driving and all the stuffs. my heart almost stopped for a second. damn, trips there are so stressful on my already fragile heart. HAHA. anyway i climbed a grandtotal of 110 storeys today! and i think i seriously suck. like seriously. iam like a fat pig trying to climb my way up, heaving my heavy and unfit body. and i feel so pressurized when everyone else can and i cant. have i told you i always feel so pressurized when iam in OAC. as in all the confidence i usually have just disappears into thin air when i have OAC. things to do with running. running fast. but it was quite an achievement today. i mean, the number of steps equals 50x25 plus 2x30x probably ten plus steps? i need to train!!! here i go, scream my lungs out and try and get to you you are my only one. i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 11:46 PM
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