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you know iam quite sad cause i think i no longer have any importance to you. perhaps when we were younger, when you were more innocent, without all the materialistic-ness. when you wore those geeky spec, laughed at silly jokes and probably didnt get half of any jokes. i loved you when you were then my girl. one of my best girl friends. but then now i cant say it. i dont even feel like acknowledging you. and you probably dont want to. SHE makes me feel like iam the extra one instead of her. and you all keep making me feel so bad inside. really. i have no idea what to say really. what to say to you. ill probably say nothing. cause everything means nothing. if you dont bother, even if iam the only one bothering, it wont help much. but i thank god for the friendship. we HAD. i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 8:09 PM
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