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i hope you guys understand that an eyecandy and a person whom i like is different. cause an eyecandy's pleasing to the eye. eyecandy causes one's heart to race faster. at least it does for me. but it doesnt mean that i like him wholeheartedly for i probably know nothing much about him. ( i do actually.) and for a person whom i like, ill want to be part of his life. ill feel jealous at little things. i want to be part of his life. ill feel low when he feels low. i want to be part of his life. i want to be there when he needs someone. i want to be part of his life. i want to tell him everything. i want to unload all my problems on him. i want to be part of his life. and i want him to be part of mine. i sound extremely sick and crazy and out of my mind and desperate. iam not. really. iam still happy having only girl friends to go out with, guy friends, platonic, and the occasional one or two invitations. but i think ive been blurring the fine line between crush&just-someone-important-whom-i-want-to-have-in-my-life. like iam not even sure of anything now. iam not evn sure of what i wrote. but eyecandies are for school. the boring school life needs a lil excitement. ooh and i had some today. hahas. oh by the way anyone has any tips to offer on having swollen eyes. ive been having them for 3days continuously. and the rumour of nj being 6 is irritating me. mrs cheng would you like to enlighten us? it's the start of the hols. the start of a one week mugging break. a break for mugging. how ironic. tata enjoy ya all. ((: i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 9:59 PM
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