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i think iam like shilei. she once told me she didn't like sharing her good friend with another person. she just didn't like it. at that point of time i wondered why she felt like that. it took me some time to realise that too. but for me,i dont like sharing my friends with their boyfriends. i think for some cases i lose the positions in their hearts. as in they overtook my position in their hearts even though i knew my friends longer than they did. and sometimes i feel really jealous. i mean when they quarrel with their boyfriends they will turn to their friends. when they breakup with their boyfriends they will cry on their friend's shoulders. when they need to buy gifts for their boyfriends they'll seek help from their friends. so then why are their boyfriends more important? okay iam not complaining ,really, apart from the occasional pangs of jealousy. and iam not targeting any of my friends with an other half. just that i wish sometimes they wont treat their other friends as though as they are non existent, spesh when they have a boyfriend or girlfriend. and i cant say for sure i wont be like them, all i can say is ill try. im so incoherent when iam saying stuffs like this. owells off i go. iam becoming a rollypolly.(quote unquote jer) i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 11:55 PM
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