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the first time i saw you at the raffles i campfire. you were sitting directly opposite me. but separated by the centerstage. your phone batt had to go flat. and it never occurred to me to call you. but why couldnt you ums yeah you couldnt have done anything. the second time i saw you you got on the bus i was on and with your hamburger face and golden hair you plonked yourself opposite me i saw a hint of something flicker in your eyes still nothing was said when i stood and got off the bus i almost fell. on you. but you didnt recognise me. and when i told yer about it you were angry at me not calling you why couldnt you recognise me the third time i saw you at busstop outside my school it took me a while to register. having been squeezed dry by the papers then i realised iwas walking so fast away and up on the bridge when on the bridge i realised you would probably not recognise me again so i slowed down my walking pace. why couldnt you look in my direction its a funny relationship we share. iam not sure if it is even friendship. or less than the equivalent of it. but i know for a time i leaned on you you leaned on me we supported each other but that quarrel nothing's left of the equivalent of a friendship or less. -for the ant that crawled away from me 1 2 3 and as much as i hate it, 4 girlfriends are better. i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 11:24 PM
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