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it's nearly 4 and im still up doing god-know-what. and i've been guilty of sleeping at unearthly hours, waking up close to noon and then watching vids online, these few days. and i just found out and shan and i are both guilty of watchin sappy vids that make you cry a lot, and at the more touching scenes, we'd rewind back to that part, watch and just keep crying. and yarh, repeat that step for a good 4 or 5 times. it's not weird, it's just that late at night (or very early in the morning?), everyone's more vulnerable. every slightest emo thought will bring tears, and then when you link to even more other stuffs, the floodgates just open. but i like it at this time of the night. feels like the world belongs to you, alone. and 'd just hate going to sleep, cause morning will come. oh yezzz, the "v-day" just passed. hurhs, i dont get the wishin of happy vday part. what's there to wish? no,no, i am definitely not sore about not having a date, i just dont see the point of sms-ing to wish me that. my friend Z even smsed from msia, i think that was the funniest. and those who smsed me either got no replies to the msg, or "wish me for what? it's not even like chinese new yr or something". im practical kayyy. anyhows, i'd still stick to the *id rather settle for nothing than something under my minimum expectation*. yeah yeah go mock at me, but i guess everyone has their own set of rules. that's why marcus was trying to knock some sense into me. m: you continue with your standard.. a: and one day ill eventually find the guy i want right?! m:..no and you'll just remain single for the rest of ure life. a: i thought you were going to ask me to perservere! ): then he was citing some stupid example of maybe ill meet this special someone m: maybe hor, you'll comeout of the toilet, then you'll bump into him cause right, he mistook the ladies' as the gents' then you guys wil look at each other, exchange number and yada yada m: im quoting a ridiculous example larh and you know what happened? when i was walking out of the toilet with seeks, this middle aged man was walking into the toilet. the ladies!!! marcus and his suay mouth. me and seeks just kept laughin'. was so hilarious at that point of time.but i had a really good chat with them yest. and im sure we know each other and our love lives (or the lack of it) better. m also said something that provoked my thoughts. when he asked if it meant that i feel something for those guys that i went out with alone, i told him, no. he feels that because if i didnt, i wouldnt have gone out with them. ive been thinkin about it for one day, and im still not sure.. i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 3:38 AM
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