Tuesday, September 09, 2008
does anyone know why we dream?
ive been having weird dreams, super drama.
there were a lot of shouting and screaming, maybe even crying.
as if all those things i wish would not happening all happened at once.
i woke up really tired.
maybe it's cause of him
im a very fickle person, yet i cant stand fickleness in others.so frustrated with myself.you know one day when im older, im going to move to a kampung.
somewhere everyone walks around in flops, have a huge tank of water which they use to bath (and only boil when they need hot water), rambutan and starfruit trees in their backyards, cemented floors and walls, only fans allow in the house, television (but those big and bulky ones; no flat screens allow),a place where everyone knows everyone in the street,and no one sleeps later than 11pm, where the lion dance visits every chinese new year, and the nearest market is a lorry selling vegetables.
i'll need proper toilets though and anti-lizards devices installed.
when im bored ill cycle thru the village, play with the village kids, or head down to the beach or just sit around with my neighbours.
i cant wait till im much older.
i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes
11:34 AM