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had some issues with my dad last night while we were discussing about me applying for work&travel next year and he said i sounded like i was insisting to go, not discussing. that i had already made up my mind and that he couldnt stop me. which made me really irritated cause when i did wanted to tell him before i had even made up my mind, he didnt express any interest to listen. so our "discussion" ended on a really bad note, for he saw no reason for me to go, and that 4 mths is too long cause i will miss home, and oh, plus the fact i may get kidnapped.(???) also said i was setting a bad example to my sisters with the way i was talking to him. so i sent him and sms just now, telling him about my intentions and explained things he might not have heard if i were to speak to him, and he told me his side of the story, and also replied saying that he and mom have agreed to allow me to go, but of course, ill have to work extremely hard for my studies this year. anyways i feel so much better now and even apologized if he felt that i was insisting. so i guess all's fine. any existing or remaining problems or issues will be ironed out when they're back tonight. IM HAPPY. & DEFINITELY MORE MOTIVATED FOR MY FINAL YEAR. i need to better my communication skills if not i forsee many more misunderstandings.i have a tendency to think, the louder i am, the higher the chances of me winning.which is so dumb. now im starting to doubt my own personality. shucks i peeked at the world thru mie lil eyes 11:43 AM
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