saw your mom the other day
and wished i had gone up and talked to her
do you still visit her often
is she's living a happy life with your dad
wonder if they've already gotten used to you not being around the house
i remember so many things when we were young, be it good or bad
how i disliked you,thought you were proud, and how you somehow knew
suddenly thought of you today
sorry i didn't even manage to visit you once after you left.
never even saw you after we graduated.
and when i did see you, you were merely lying there,
breathing,
hearing us talk to you,
yet did not reply.
i hope you're happy up there, where there's less pain and suffering.
and i hope the people who love; you are happy too.

love,j
(who in case you cant recall,used to sit beside you)